Desesperanza: In Despair for the World My husband asks me why I’m always fixing the pillows straightening the drapes And I answer that I do these things to put away despair for the world My husband studies the sight of my particular hands fussing with the corners of the room A rotten melon appears at every meal it hides underneath the napkins and my children ask, What is that bad smell I abandon the table at breakfast to wash a cup, to replace the soap in its dish I explain the stink is a civilized flower then my husband laughs as I pick lint off the rug I reassure the furniture piling pieces of lint in my basket I count the pieces carefully one for every thousand every million The sun shines through the polished windows see, I say to my children, The sky is beautiful see, I say, The stars are falling — Summer Brenner |